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Hello there, and thank you for visiting.

I am currently overweight - I am not even sure of what my weight is because I am too afraid to get on the scale. But at 5'3" and wearing a size 14/16, I am not where I want to be.

I used to be a size 4, and I am ready to get back to that size. Whatever it takes. When I was a size 4, I was 112 lbs. And I was anorexic/bulimic.

I know that anorexia and bulimia are diseases. I know they can kill. I don't care. I am Pro Ana Mia. I will be thin again. This diary is to archive the journey.
My Journey Back To Thin
by CharlestonJenJen
Age: N/A  Sex: F

74 Entries
# Entry Date
1 CHANGING DIARIES - this one will end! 25/11/2008 09:38 GMT-4
2 great tool for weight loss 17/11/2008 12:22 GMT-4
3 no use for it 17/11/2008 11:35 GMT-4
4 N/A 16/11/2008 08:26 GMT-4
5 loss of control 15/11/2008 09:18 GMT-4
6 expert skills...I have them 09/11/2008 11:56 GMT-4
7 purging blood 08/11/2008 09:06 GMT-4
8 i'm back 05/11/2008 10:59 GMT-4
9 bleh, i'm fat 27/10/2008 08:15 GMT-4
10 instant broth for lunch 24/10/2008 12:01 GMT-4
11 2 more pounds!!! 22/10/2008 09:36 GMT-4
12 a little better 15/10/2008 03:55 GMT-4
13 ha! I'm sick 09/10/2008 10:42 GMT-4
14 bleh and yea! started my own business 07/10/2008 09:31 GMT-4
15 fat effing failure 02/10/2008 08:59 GMT-4
16 bad girl 01/10/2008 07:01 GMT-4
17 nothing....and plans 29/09/2008 01:54 GMT-4
18 off monday and tuesday 28/09/2008 08:17 GMT-4
19 decisions 25/09/2008 09:55 GMT-4
20 tuesday 23/09/2008 09:37 GMT-4
21 suicide *updated* 18/09/2008 06:49 GMT-4
22 tip to keep from eating/bingeing 17/09/2008 11:25 GMT-4
23 pet peeves that other MDD writers do 17/09/2008 09:35 GMT-4
24 worst weekend, ever. and monday 16/09/2008 08:26 GMT-4
25 N/A 13/09/2008 11:15 GMT-4
26 aahhh....relief 12/09/2008 11:55 GMT-4
27 I managed to grind my tooth enamel away 11/09/2008 08:52 GMT-4
28 in severe pain 10/09/2008 02:04 GMT-4
29 failure...and a new pink laptop 06/09/2008 10:25 GMT-4
30 thank you PoserBarbie! *updated* 04/09/2008 09:27 GMT-4
31 will you fast with me? 03/09/2008 08:58 GMT-4
32 preparing for Hurricane Hannah 03/09/2008 07:58 GMT-4
33 complete and utter failure 02/09/2008 08:04 GMT-4
34 the aftermath 31/08/2008 06:27 GMT-4
35 today is my birthday - no one remembered. 27/08/2008 07:52 GMT-4
36 tomorrow is my birthday 26/08/2008 11:31 GMT-4
37 my fat stomach 23/08/2008 09:32 GMT-4
38 how do you post a picture here? 23/08/2008 03:31 GMT-4
39 lost another pound!!! *and a question* 22/08/2008 11:34 GMT-4
40 I will lose more weight...and avoid the hurricane 19/08/2008 12:03 GMT-4
41 Secret Shadow 18/08/2008 12:46 GMT-4
42 secrets 18/08/2008 12:37 GMT-4
43 two more pounds!!! 16/08/2008 11:11 GMT-4
44 not going to do it 14/08/2008 11:44 GMT-4
45 ... 13/08/2008 12:11 GMT-4
46 good weekend 11/08/2008 10:27 GMT-4
47 lildarkshadow 08/08/2008 10:48 GMT-4
48 trying to be strong 07/08/2008 01:05 GMT-4
49 better 06/08/2008 12:46 GMT-4
50 bad 05/08/2008 11:05 GMT-4
51 which diary reader was it...? 04/08/2008 08:08 GMT-4
52 another one lost 02/08/2008 09:49 GMT-4
53 hooray!!! 31/07/2008 12:12 GMT-4
54 fasting...so far, so good 29/07/2008 12:35 GMT-4
55 more fasting 29/07/2008 02:55 GMT-4
56 challenge 28/07/2008 08:06 GMT-4
57 company picnic today 26/07/2008 07:12 GMT-4
58 the dreaded weekend 25/07/2008 12:04 GMT-4
59 I lost a pound!!! 23/07/2008 01:08 GMT-4
60 monday 21/07/2008 07:55 GMT-4
61 another damn accident! 20/07/2008 09:53 GMT-4
62 the accident 18/07/2008 10:25 GMT-4
63 sad 17/07/2008 02:03 GMT-4
64 doing good so far!!! 16/07/2008 01:38 GMT-4
65 the purr machine 15/07/2008 09:52 GMT-4
66 blissful sleep...and then... 15/07/2008 08:12 GMT-4
67 at work...still 14/07/2008 06:07 GMT-4
68 Remembering the past 9 months 13/07/2008 11:28 GMT-4
69 think thin 13/07/2008 04:02 GMT-4
70 Saturday 12/07/2008 02:42 GMT-4
71 Friday 11/07/2008 10:52 GMT-4
72 Day One 10/07/2008 12:20 GMT-4
73 I can't sleep 10/07/2008 11:50 GMT-4
74 I did pretty well today 10/07/2008 10:05 GMT-4

 
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