i care and i dont even know u. dont do anything to hurt urself. trust me its not worth it. i figured that out resently. people care u just cant tell because they really dont show it. but people care. no matter what someone is thinking of you. no matter what.

¢¾peace&love¢¾

X.X carlee X.X

Agreed.  I can remove it from the stats list, no problem.  Saves me a minute.  =)  <3 L2g

i know what you feel like.

i wish i could stop purging but its too easy to get by.

when i find myself eating i'm just like

'oh it doesnt matter cause i'll purge it all anyways'

Our first official weigh-in is on Monday.  Please weigh-in on the "WEIGH IN HERE" entry.  Further information in the latest updates.  Thanks!  <3 L2G

I fell the same way...need to do the same things.

Ana Bootcamp in the Lose2Gain diary.  Looking for new members!

Weekly weigh-ins, peer support, competition, tips and tricks.

I used to do that also! lol but it gave me bad diarrhea not that i'm complaining. lol Also what works is just licking it! Yummy have a great day.

~Comes from within

I'm getting soooo inspired!!!

Love reading this!

Reading aaaall of your enteries right now! hehe*

I'm gonna do this! I can get skinny too!

I added you btw!

You're just an insperation!:D

thankyou

loveeexxx

hey girl. i just get them at my local store. i find them at some gas stations too like fast gas:) i dont know exactly witch one would have it but ill get back to you on that

[lildarkshadow]

im really sorry about the death btw,
i never know what to say when awful things happen,
xx

well done about not eating, im jealous lol

we can do it :D

xxx

Hey -

Thank you for your comment. You have no idea how much I appreciate you.

Ash

wow, i am so sorry for your loss.

a couple months ago, my uncle tried to kill himself by overdosing on strong pain medication but he was unsuccessful. and it hurt knowing i could have lost him...but to actually lose him....i feel for you.

i'm so so so sorry.

<3

((((CharlestonJenJen))))

Don't beat yourself up for being angry. You need to let yourself feel whatever you need to in order to heal. I am so sorry for your loss, but people react to suicide with different emotions. You are not a bad person for hurting and feeling anger. Sometimes anger is justified.

Peace

Michelle

Mannn MDD was sooo annoying when it went dodgy, i actually need to know what was up.....

[Juicyx]

Jen, let me know if you want to chat.  My Yahoo IM ID is panman0304.  Hope to hear from you soon...

Pantylover, aka, panman

I think I grind my teeth a little at night, not real bad though. But back in the 5th grade, I was stupid and I chewed on the metal part of pencils and it scratched the enamel off my teeth, and now my bottom front teeth are especially really sensitive. lol. Someone should tell kids the dangers of chewing on pencils.

OMG!!!!!!!!!!! i have one of those cist thingys tooooo!!!! that is so friggin wierd.

im sorry it hurts i know how it feels though. maybe its this diet thing:(

girlie!!!! i misstedd you so very much but now that i am back i am going on this fast with you!!!!! i want to join where do i sign up?

starting this very second im goin to not eat:) yay but since i might not be able to report everyday ill writ anything i eat (witch i wont) down to report to you.

just read all your entries i missed. sorrythings are going all crazy and rough. hopw the hurricane didnt hurt you too bad.

i love you have a good day :)

-me

[lildarkshadow]

OMG MISSPANDORA IS AWFUL!!! :@

Well happy birthday :)
for your birthday you can have some really good karma lol,
if you take any notice of that,
seriously it does work!
and misspandora will get very very bad karma, she deserves it!

lovexxx

I dont even know who you are. You removing me from your favs list isnt going to make me hide in my bathroom and cry.

Happy Birthday :)

I am so, so sorry no one remembered your birthday.  It is a special day, the day you were placed on this earth, the very day you started bringing joy into people's lives- and that's why it SHOULD be remembered and celebrated. 

I really hope that something special happens for you today to make your birthday happier.  I don't know you, I think this is the first time I've read your diary, but I really am so sorry no one remembered and I hope that the rest of your day gets better. 

sorry to hear that!

but 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY'!!!

maybe u'll feel better after you cry, and since it's your b'day, do wht ever you like!

hApPy BiRtHdAy again! :)

cheers,

me!

happy birthday !!

(my present is the hope that u get all the gifts you've always wanted!)

though I don't understand why u sound a bit un-excited abt it!

do wake up to smiles tomorrow...

lots of wishes,

love,

me!

I quite agree with the peep's post below me. What the f***? Stop *cyber-hitting* people and get a life.

Anyways- you can do it! I'm cheerin for you!

I know how you feel,
btw the comment under me is a fag. :) Im sure yu noticed

hi. you cant just copy/paste here..

 you need to set up an acct on 'photobucket.com'.

(make sure you set your acct as private-other wise, everyone , anywhere can view it )

 set up user name .

 from photo bucket, you can download your pics from your pc to the photobucket acct. simple step by step.( you can do slide shows & vides from your digital too there )..

 but when you actually get your pc pics to 'photobucket . each pic will be given its own 'url  codse.

 copy that code ( rt click) , get to mdd, and click the lil <> symbol.. this is where you will see it just has 'codes ' on your screen.  this is where you will then paste what you just copied from photobucket. .. when you have pasted it in your diary-- then click the <> again on the mdd page. YOu will then see the pic you have chosen.

 i have semi private..but if you need any more help , you may email me at the user name @ yahoo.  gtg. but good luck.

christine ...

its so true. nothing tastes as good. now more than ever im so good at not eating. the threat of not being able to purge has put my mind into a state of histaria. now im terrified of food. i wont go near it now if i dont have to.

im taking this day by day, my parents relize that they cant make me eat or i will throw it up, wel. . . they will make me eat, but if i say im not hungry they will belive me and not force the issue. that helps. a little. now i just have to force myself to stop eating befor i get full, thats a little harder. i only eat in front of them. leave me alone and i will starve myself.

there going away this weekend. im staying with my grandma. i have to work all day saturday so pretty much im not going to eat. like i said. i refuse to gain.

anywho im sorry i made this comment sound like just another journal entry of mine, long and pointless, i just like talking to ya.

oh oh oh guess what?

me and my boyfriend are back together! im so happy:)

anyway i love you:)

-me

girl your such a sweety i love you:) im ok dont worry things are working out ok. i still txt him every morning to tell him i love and to let him know that i always will but were taking it slow and seeing other people. he txted me yesterday and kept telling me he was sorry

i said "you have noting to be sorry for, you did nothing wrong your amazing, this whole thing is over me and what i feel i need to do to grow up and be happy without feeling pinned"

he kept telling me he was sorry because he kissed another girl the night i broke it off.

i was a little upset but this is what i wanted for him, to see if i really was the one for him he has to check other girls out right? and his happieness is all that matters to me. im not even jealous because i know that he felt nothing when he did it. same with me when i went out with another guy last night, it was fun but i felt no pull towards the new guy at all. maybe it was just too early but i guess i will figure everything out soon enough. im not goin to rush into anything yet.

i love ya so much talk to you soon

sorry so freakin long lol

-me

www.dianapovoa.blogspot.com

Holp you like it!( coment if you do!),
Swan.

thank you so so so much. your advice helped me the most so far. thats what i was looking for. expiriance. thanks for taking the time to write to me

you will make it to your wieght, your strong

me

Hey! I don't know the picture, but I wish I did. Sorry.

Ugh, hot weather can be the worst (or the best), kinda just depends on your mood.

Good luck with the exercise and insomnia! Stay strong.

[jugalilly]

no problem girl:) it made me smile a lot!!!! thanks for standing up for me. i loved it.

ttyl

-me

I'm sorry but

1) I did not mean to come accross as offensive. I apologise if I did.

2) I cannot believe that people would be pro-anorexic, due to the death and health risks that are highly common in anorexic people. But as I see you are proof, I can believe this now.

3) I did not use offensive language to you and I do not expect it to be used against me, and my poetry is straight from me and tbh I don't care if it is good or bad its my thoughts and feelings. But thank you for the contribution anyway.

I made the comment because I thought it was an idea to steer people into the direction of anorexia, but if there are people, such as you, who are pro-anorexic, and have made up their minds then I am sure you know what you are doing and the things that could happen to you in the long run. But there is no need to be offensive.

Well done :D

Keep it up xx

Hey! I'll totally join. I already had an english muffin before, but we can just shove that under the rug, yeah? Haha. Cool idea. I love that you're trying to get other people involved with you; it's like the best way to lose weight.

awww:) im honoured lol. love your diary too. im trying out some new stuff that i can post up on tips and tricks. its gonna be great! read ya l8er

-me

im sorry you hurt yourself deary:( sad.but im so happy that my advice is helping you. im trying to stop cutting. i used to do it five or six times a day but im better now i only do it when im really pissed or sad. i only get that way when i fail ana. anyway

loves from me:)

wow girl im so jealous i would love love love to live on an island:( i love those moments when the world around you is so beautiful time seems to just stop. youre so lucky:)

-me

be careful looking to much stuff up at work most work computes have software installed to record everything.  but if you no how to delete it then you will be ok.

stay strong and good luck.

*beth*

you can do this you just have to set your mind to it.  try to remeber its not a diet its a life change. diets fail...

be careful of having three different books of stuff. expecialy you thinspos. because it will be hard to explain to your husband if he finds them and looks threw them.  thats why all my thinspo is on here.

stay strong

*beth*

ps i added you to my friends list.

omg girl this entry brought a tear to my eye:) im so flattered that you took the time to write to me. im honored to know that what i do is helping others with thier struggles. im here for you and im willing to help you in anyway possible. just ask and ill help. thank you so much

-me

i have heard different versions of the 2,4,6,8 i have tryed it backwards 8,6,4,2. if you do it backwards its supposed to sort of ween you off calories so youre body will get used to not eating very much. so for a week you eat 800 calories a day then the second week eat 600 calories a day and so on. but do it in weeks and not days or your body reacts weird. (it all depends on how your own body works, its different for everyone) it works if you can stop yourself from binging and not store fat.

hope that helps you

-me

hey:) thanks so much for the comment im glad my diary has helped you. its girls like you that i like to write for, ones who apprieciate what i do to get those tips and stuff. im glad things are working out with you and ana again. cant wait to here more from you

-me